Friday, January 23, 2015

Changing it up!

  Hi friends! So, you may have noticed that I changed it up a bit on the blog. I'm not totally sure this is the final result, but its a start. I was just feeling a change! For the past few years I've been trying to stick to just things going on in the family but honestly there isn't much to write about and for awhile I felt like I was just going nowhere with this. No biggie really because I really just like to have a place to share things and this is best. If you don't want to read about it, you wont hurt my feelings. Anyways, Lots of new things happening in my world with having a new baby, and going back to work. So, I figured I would change it up a bit. Make it not so much about the past! Yes, that is what sparked this blog idea, but now I'm ready to try new things.
 
Now that I have that established, this week has been pretty busy with friends and family! I also got out my camera (finally) and got some pictures of Aden in a suitcase that I bought specifically for taking pictures of Aden in a suitcase! HA! Of course he looked adorable. I had to crank the heat in the house up to 75 and rock him for about 30 minutes to make sure he was OUT! Mission accomplished! He did fabulous. I cant wait until the weather is nice and we can get out of the house and snap some more pictures.
 
Speaking of being outside, My Good friend and fellow blogger,  Kelli, over at studdeddahlia.wordpress.com asked me to take pictures for her blog the other day. She has a fashion blog and she's kind of amazing. We went over to Alton and it was a bit windy and cold, but SO fun! Check out her blog, its fantastic!
 
That's about all going on right now! trying to work on some new projects so hopefully I can give you some updates on those in the future! For now, you can just enjoy pictures of Aden in a suitcase! HA!
Have a beautiful day!
 






Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Exhausted

I am exhausted. This is our first baby that is a terrible sleeper. We are up every two hours. This one is rough because my pregnancy with Aden was a little harder. I feel like like I haven't slept a full night in close to a year.  I'm used to it but it's still no fun. I'm irritable and have no patience. I find it hard to give Noah and Nora the attention they deserve on a daily basis. This is just hard. But I knew it would be! This was a huge decision for us last year. I was on the fence with a third for years. But i never felt complete. It was one of those things that I knew in my heart I would regret years later if I never did it. I prayed like crazy about it. When it became a reality, I felt like I was about to make my world complete. That is an amazing feeling. And here we are one year later and I'm so tired! I remember again why I hate the newborn stage! If they could talk, it may be easier. I sat here tonight and fought back tears while I zipped up a very tight pair of newborn Jammie's on Aden. I stared at the new little rolls on his legs while we gave him a bath tonight. I cannot believe this is it. That part of my life is over. The part where we get excited to try to have a baby! The part where I get excited about a growing belly, giving birth, and a brand new baby.  It's not going to happen again. I cannot believe it. Sure we could always have one more, but I know better. I am full. This is what I wanted. I have never wanted 4 so I'm done. Maybe it's just making me feel old?  I'm not sure what it is. Most likely it's hormones. I feel so lucky. I say that a lot! Noah and Nora are crazy little monsters. They try my patience on a sometimes hourly basis. And I'm not always the mom I dreamed I would be. But I'm blessed. If you would have asked me years ago about kids, I would have told you I wanted a girl and a boy... And if I had three, I wanted another boy. I got exactly what I wanted. In the order I wanted. And they are beautiful. I am so blessed. I know I say it a lot, but if only my mom and dad could see them.  They would think I was crazy! They would also be crazy in love with all three of them.  I know that. Anyways, that about sums up my thoughts for today.  Now I'm off to wrap presents... Because it's the day before Christmas eve and I haven't wrapped a single gift! Yikes!! Merry Christmas!! ❤️

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Nothing much!

  Well, its been awhile AGAIN, because life gets in the way. Just a little update on what's been going on in our world. First off, I have 5 more weeks of being pregnant. I'm beside myself happy about it! Pregnancy is not something I enjoy. To those that find it highly offensive that one could possibly NOT enjoy growing another human being, I apologize. I just done like constantly feeling uncomfortable. I am lucky I  have an awesome OB who is induction happy, and if little man cooperates, I will get induces at 39 weeks. Im not super worried because Noah and Nora came a week early on their own. This little guy on the other hand may have differebt plans. He was head down at 31 weeks and fully engaged! Then at 32 weeks decided breech was the way to be. Little stinker. Not totally sure what he is up to these days, but I will know more next Tuesday and will go from there as to whether or not I will need to get him manually turned. So, as super fun as that sounds, prayers for a head down baby would be much appreciated! We are about done with all the major purchases we have needed for this baby since we got rid of absolutely everything. Its a good feeling to feel prepared! Noah and Nora are super excited and talk about him all the time. Noah seems quite impatient with him and frequently asks if he will ever come out! Ha! I cannot wait to see how they react to a baby. Im just ready! I have about a zillion Braxton hicks a day and some pretty painful ones at night so I think he may be another middle of the night delivery just like the others. Only time will tell at this point! Other than that, we are just taking life day by day around here. Its getting cold in the STL and we are super excited for the holidays. I cannot believe how quickly time flies! Don't foget to be thankful this year for all of the blessings in your life no matter how small! I know we are!
xoxo

Monday, September 15, 2014

Happy Birthday sweet Nora.

I will never forget the day that I was told I was going to have a girl! I honestly did not believe it! Growing up I always figured when I had kids, I figured I would have two little girls just like my sister and I. But when you are old enough to realize you don't really have a choice, I wasn't too concerned. I was through the roof happy when I found out Noah was a boy. That's what Jason and I wanted. We wanted a boy, then a girl. I couldn't not believe Nora was going to be mine. Anyone who really knows me, knows that I am all girl. I spent the next 4 months staring at that ultrasound thinking it may be wrong. I kept every receipt just in case. Then the day came and as long as I live, I will never forget the first time I laid eyes on that face. How did I get a baby girl so incredibly gorgeous. Dark skin, dark hair, and flawless. I may be a bias, but she was just beautiful. The perfect combination of Jason and I. Being the second baby, she was just  so much easier to deliver which accounted for how flawless she was. Nora came at a perfect time in our lives. I was losing my mom. I had no idea how much time I had left with her and the stress from that was unimaginable. Nora was a perfect baby. I'm not lying when I say that from her second week of life with us, she was sleeping over 6 hours at night. She never fussed and was incredibly happy. God knew exactly what I needed at the time. She felt like a little angel that was healing my heart everyday. I cannot believe how she has turned into such a funny, sweet, independent, feisty little girl. Every day of my life she does something that makes me say " I cant take it she's so cute".  The love that her and Noah have for each other is awesome to watch. I'm pretty sure they spend 75% of their day together fighting, but they are black and white. When they aren't fighting, they love each other. They hold hands, hug, and say "I Love you". I am blessed. I am Blessed beyond measure with what God has given me. I cannot wait to meet their baby brother in a few months. But for right now, Ill just keep him safe and warm while I spend my time loving on the sweetest little monsters that I know. Happy Birthday Baby Nora, I love you to the moon.
 












Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Bedroom re-do!

Hi friends! Its been a little while. We have been keeping pretty busy making things a little bit more "ours" recently. Luckily our land lord was pretty good about paint, and since we tend to stick to pretty neutral colors, we have been able to do what we have wanted. So, I only found one picture that I had taken of our room when we first moved in. It really wasn't that bad, but I wasn't loving the yellow color, and I was kind of  burnt out on our furniture. With the cost of furniture being not so cheap, we decided to paint ours with chalk paint! A friend told us that Lowes had a chalk paint recipe on their website, so I got it. Less than $200 later, we had a new room! I wanted everything to look clean and fresh. I wanted it to feel like that when you walked in the room. I also wanted a little pop of color so we went ahead and painted the nightstands a fun orangey red. I LOVE it! Got a few yards of fabric from hobby lobby and made the pillows also. The duvet is a set from target that I got on sale. So, over all , it was incredibly easy and very cheap. I love the way it turned out. NOW, we get to work on moving the kids into the same room! YIKES!
 
 
BERORE
 
 
AFTER
 




 
 

Sunday, May 25, 2014

You may be wondering..

 
 
For those of you that may be wondering how the 21 day sugar detox is going...well, its not. Now, before you go and get all judgmental on me, hear me out. First of all, this was a pretty hard thing to do. It doesn't help that I am 12 weeks pregnant and hungry. But in reality, that is not why I decided to quit.
The reason that I decided to go ahead and stop the detox, wasn't because I could not go another day without sugar. That actually got easier! A ton easier by day 5. The reason is because I really don't know what I'm suppose to be eating! "Well read the book and follow the directions silly!" You may be saying, but that isn't it either! Jason and I decided the other night to watch a food documentary "Forks over knives". I think I may have talked about it in a former thread. It was an eye opener to me about meat! Having two parents and multiple family members, friends, neighbors, you name it, die from cancer, its incredibly scary to watch after you have just been told that you need to consume a TON of meat every single day for 21 days. Not to mention that the meat you should be eating is preferably grass fed, free range, antibiotic free whatever else free meat. It is incredibly expensive. The list I had in my book was about $300 a week in meat alone. Then I hear about all of these studies done where populations that don't eat meat have these incredibly low cancer instances or none at all! So, if you know me and know that I am a borderline hypochondriac, I panic! I start to do all of this research on meat, and gluten, and dairy! Full fat vs. low fat, no carbs vs. high carbs, and every single study will give you a totally different answer. So what exactly is the truth? Is there a real right or wrong answer? I believe there is. Take EVERYTHING in moderation. Cut out as much processed foods as possible. If possible, cut it all out! Refined sugar is bad for us! Stop eating so much of it!!! Eat more veggies, more plant based diets with normal meat portion sizes! Read labels. If you cant pronounce it, don't eat it! Gluten is still out there for me to debate with because of how since we cut it out again, Noah has gone back to being more manageable! I really do believe that the gluten we consume today is not the gluten out ancestors consumed! Everything has been so mass produced to save dollars, that they have greatly modified it and some of just simply do not tolerate it. I try to stay away from it as much as possible, but I find I cant cut it out of my life forever. I think we all know that 10 years from now, a lot of the diets that we are eating are going to change even more! I can only hope that it is to a more whole foods way of living and the more processed junk becomes a thing of the past. I believe it will save a ton of lives.
For now, I will go about my daily life without the frustration of trying to figure out what is on a yes or no list and just eat real whole foods that GOD made as much as I possibly can . I know for a fact that I need to cut out sugar, and I have even since stopping this. It is a wake up call. I think we all need to make a few changes in our eating habits! Perhaps not drastic ones when you are 12 weeks pregnant and incredibly hormonal! 

Friday, May 23, 2014

A little secret!!



 
 
Hi Friends!! We have a surprise! Yep, baby number 3! We have prayed about this for along time not knowing if we were ready for it or not. God answered. And we are SO excited!
xoxoCarolyn