We did it!

I cannot believe it! We made it happen. After years of dreaming, talking, hoping, giving up, and then dreaming some more, we ACTUALLY made it happen!  Spent literally the entire day packing. Tomorrow the movers will be there and the. We are off! I am just beside myself excited. Woke up a little early this morning and laid there thinking about everything that has happened in the he past two years that we have lived in our house. It almost feels like it was very unlucky. We moved in one month after my mom started chemo and we are moving the week after we finished up on their house. It has been non stop. I walked around today and remembered all of the not so good events that have taken place in my house. My mom in my family room totally dazed and confused with all of the drugs she was on while we all tried to get her out of La la land. My dad on my couch every night looking like he was going to break down at any second. The morning I woke up and found Sweety had died. I had two dinners at my house for my family after both of my parents memorials. I spent the last year helping fix up their house to be ready to sell. There has been no break. The best day I had in that house was the day I brought Nora home. But that's about it. I have some terrible memories there. I cannot wait for a fresh start! I am going to miss my family like crazy!!! Since the death of my parents we had all become so much closer and I love it. I will also miss my friends! I am so thankful for the ones who have stuck by me through all of this craziness! For understanding when it's been to busy to always get together and to offer your help and make time for me in the end even when I couldn't always do the same of them. I love you guys and I cannot wait for vacations to the beach! Anyways, time for bed with another crazy day tomorrow. This is it!!! One more night as a St.Louis resident!