Day three

Well, it really was as bad as I thought it would be. Woke up absolutely starving and on the brink of a headache. Made myself a smoothie and went back to bed... Or at least got in bed. Can't go back to bed with a 4 and 2 year old. Spent my morning not really liking my kids. For no particular reason really, except that maybe I wanted a doughnut and they were not getting me one. Found an interesting vegan cookbook on another blog this morning and decided to hit up the barnes and noble which resulted in a flat tire on the side of the road👎. My headache was getting worse and honestly I'm not sure it it was because of the detox, or tension. Perhaps both. Came home for lunch literally nauseous. But not nauseous enough to eat say.. A chocolate cake!? Settled for a avacado, tomato, and cucumber salad and then made myself some rice when I decided that wasn't going to last long enough. Sent out a few random text messages to friends using a few more random curse words about doughnuts and cookies. Then I took the kids to the pool in an effort to ignore the hunger. Came home feeling incredibly tired from sitting in a chair and getting a tan. I started panicking because i decided I was going to get bored with the same snacks and needed to find some recipes to mix it up some. Got on Pinterest only to exasperate the cravings. Am I the only one that finds Pinterest kind of evil? Doesn't everyone want a double chocolate pie at 1130 at night? Anyways.... Had a healthy dinner then off to small group. Had an awesome time laughing and hanging out with some super fun couples. Used every ounce of will power I had left to say NO to the salted chocolate brownies and cupcakes there. I'm not going to lie. I for real thought about giving up. All in all, today was a lot harder. I just kind of didn't feel that good either. Tomorrow isn't suppose to get any easier. So I'm saying some prayers for some creativity so that I dont get bored and give in!! Until then...:)